我只是很累而已

其实我只是很累而已，你想太多了。我不会再做一个转弯抹角的人了，我的心情和想法开始是很直接的了。

我没事。。。

至于我的幸福，请放心，我会好好安排的。我的幸福，是由我自己去找的，不希望是别人安排的。

娜

为什么就不能让我过得和平一点？

昨天我的同事告诉我，上头向老板告状说我们很懒惰，要催才会工作。 什么啊？如果我们真的懒惰工作，老板早就想我们唠叨咯。我的耳朵很累，我的心也很累，为什么都不能让我安静地工作，生活？

我真的很想很想离开这里。去别的地方，没有唠叨，没有吵闹，只想安静。。。

最近 似乎有样东西压着我让我闯不过气来。。。该怎么办？

其实可以很简单

Everything just need to going easy. Just past 2008, now is year 2009. Its a good start,and wish everyone peace and joyful, heathly and happy... Yeas,it can be a brand new start right? It doesnt matter in,maybe, relationship? or ...friendship? Just recently,I found that there was something wrong between us. Something that still hiding from each other, Some private voice that was still hide in each heart. What was happening between us? Cant us be honour to each other? What had changed us?

Sometimes it is good to be a beautiful liar. Pretending to be a very easy come and easy go person. But, Im not talent in it. Beautiful Liar? Hope this can be a good lesson for me this year..what am I talking about???? Well....anyway and anyhow, wierd atmosphere, tonight, wierd feeling, around us. There were many things to be hidden up before it could hurt us. There was something very confidential in your heart and in my heart too. I rather become a beautiful liar, I rather close my eyes up and stop my feeling and stop myself for becoming a third party. That will only break the relationship between you and me. Now, I dont pretend anymore, because its not mine and its not suppose belong to me, anyway. I've changed. Changed to be a very sensitive girl. I sense around, sense everything, I sense their thinkings and their every single movements. I sense their sights, their glances......

Life... Wonderful life! Huh! Yes, often people said, we gotta take time to enjoy our life because life is too short... too short? hhmm....hence, I've learn to appreciate every moments that passed me by, every friends that live in my life, the one who love me, my families, and my colleagues. Friends meant a lots to me, my best friends especially. Family, the most important members in my life. But, however, have to be very sure is, lover, has not yet be the important part in my life. Funny thinking right? Maybe it is wierd.

I will always make my life wonderful and meaningful, miss you, my friend! I take you as my friend. As I would have to go on my life, I hope I can bring something special memory for you, to accompany you as your partner. Life changed you and me, love bring along us. If one day I spread out the word "I love you.", that is a very happiness moment in my life too. Let God plan everything.

Its late at night, I need to have a better sleep... God bless you.

Donna