Common, the new you!

I can say I`m a fool. I can say I really really nut! She asks me whether still have feeling on you or not. I try to change topic, I told myself, no, I wont love you like before. I treat you as my friend, yes, you are my friend. Ever only, you are once and in that moment only. You are the past. I should walk out the past. So, you have to be strong in your future relationship.

3 years ago, I told my friend that I still love you and I did. 3 years later, I told my friend that, you are my friend. Well, this is a very beautiful begining and the end. I saved the beautiful story into my memory and locked it. I would never open it and read it again. The new status of you and me, friend.

Stay away from you,is the best thing i can do. good bye...

Maybe it is an arrangement. God arranged your best pal goes into my life.

Finally, finally.....I found the truth that I wishes to know 3 years ago. On 6/3/2006 onward until today, I finally know the answer that I wishes to know. She told me. She asked me whether I still have the feeling on you. The answer is in my heart, never be told.

You`re once against walk into my life. But, indeed, pass by...............

真的不想

多憎恨我走过这一段路！！！
算了。。。我只想活得开心。

不想再活得那么没自由。 没有人可以控制我的爱情。

What is the best way for me?

What have gone through my life? The very best moment that I never had?
Often I ask myself, which is the best way for me to go on my life. What is my pathway? Even I asked Jesus, never had the answer. Or maybe, and yet, or its a hint that I did not discovered?

There will be lots of Questions that the people around me wish to ask, I know. There will be lots of answers that the people around me wish to know.

Once again, I lost my smile again.

Friends, I miss u all.

What had gone through my life days by days, I will accordingly sort out and accordingly settle it.

Maybe just someday, or, maybe just some year....

Donna

其实，我只是个普通人。

多憎恨我伤害了你， 多憎恨我在不对的时间遇到你， 真的很不了解自己，越来越憎恨我只顾我自己。 如果说，我把以往的回忆都删除只为了我要开始新的生活。我连过去的一切都忘了，把以前的一切都删除了，只想要往前走，我算是太残忍吗？

原本以为我已经突破了，没用。 是你故意让我内疚的吗？为什么你要让我觉得非你不嫁似的呢？我决定不要活在你和其他人的眼中了。时间到了自然会演变。你没有权利决定我的幸福！

就算你可以担保给我全世界的幸福，可是，你能担保你能给我全世界的自由？

If I can took back the time

I`ve lost.
The grace that I`ve falled. I`ve lost everything.
The way I thought, in fact, I lose.

Lose everything.

Lose and lost. A moment of comfort, a short encouragement, that was a short grateful.

In fact, I have lose!!!

我只是很累而已

其实我只是很累而已，你想太多了。我不会再做一个转弯抹角的人了，我的心情和想法开始是很直接的了。

我没事。。。

至于我的幸福，请放心，我会好好安排的。我的幸福，是由我自己去找的，不希望是别人安排的。

娜

为什么就不能让我过得和平一点？

昨天我的同事告诉我，上头向老板告状说我们很懒惰，要催才会工作。 什么啊？如果我们真的懒惰工作，老板早就想我们唠叨咯。我的耳朵很累，我的心也很累，为什么都不能让我安静地工作，生活？

我真的很想很想离开这里。去别的地方，没有唠叨，没有吵闹，只想安静。。。

最近 似乎有样东西压着我让我闯不过气来。。。该怎么办？

其实可以很简单

Everything just need to going easy. Just past 2008, now is year 2009. Its a good start,and wish everyone peace and joyful, heathly and happy... Yeas,it can be a brand new start right? It doesnt matter in,maybe, relationship? or ...friendship? Just recently,I found that there was something wrong between us. Something that still hiding from each other, Some private voice that was still hide in each heart. What was happening between us? Cant us be honour to each other? What had changed us?

Sometimes it is good to be a beautiful liar. Pretending to be a very easy come and easy go person. But, Im not talent in it. Beautiful Liar? Hope this can be a good lesson for me this year..what am I talking about???? Well....anyway and anyhow, wierd atmosphere, tonight, wierd feeling, around us. There were many things to be hidden up before it could hurt us. There was something very confidential in your heart and in my heart too. I rather become a beautiful liar, I rather close my eyes up and stop my feeling and stop myself for becoming a third party. That will only break the relationship between you and me. Now, I dont pretend anymore, because its not mine and its not suppose belong to me, anyway. I've changed. Changed to be a very sensitive girl. I sense around, sense everything, I sense their thinkings and their every single movements. I sense their sights, their glances......

Life... Wonderful life! Huh! Yes, often people said, we gotta take time to enjoy our life because life is too short... too short? hhmm....hence, I've learn to appreciate every moments that passed me by, every friends that live in my life, the one who love me, my families, and my colleagues. Friends meant a lots to me, my best friends especially. Family, the most important members in my life. But, however, have to be very sure is, lover, has not yet be the important part in my life. Funny thinking right? Maybe it is wierd.

I will always make my life wonderful and meaningful, miss you, my friend! I take you as my friend. As I would have to go on my life, I hope I can bring something special memory for you, to accompany you as your partner. Life changed you and me, love bring along us. If one day I spread out the word "I love you.", that is a very happiness moment in my life too. Let God plan everything.

Its late at night, I need to have a better sleep... God bless you.

Donna